eighteen days after transplant

T+18 (04/08): I am feeling fine today Rob has said that I am ahead of target even though I am still not eating or drinking much but I am trying he also said that the transplant can affect your tummy so that as well as TPN feed makes it hard to want to eat. But the good news is while I was off my line I escaped for outside for about ten mins it felt so weird having a bit of fresh air and sun on me and the wind blowing through my hair!!!!!! AND the beautiful Nikki came to see me she always cheers me up and makes me laugh she has helped me through so many tough times I love her for it but her diet is even worst than mine.